I WATCH COPS WITH NO PANTS ON!

my fourth of july wasnt that cool. but it could have been worse. i got to hang out with lindsay, dave, adam and courtney and saw some piss poor fireworks. im going to the grafton ones tonight too i think because they are usually pretty good. i love how they have them after the fourth of july so that they can buy them more cheaply. grafton is awesome. last night i got quite shitty and saw a bunch of kids that i hadnt seen for quite some time. james donnelly, and brent battis to name a few. i also saw warner and sam whom i hadnt seen too recently. anyway it was a good time and i consequently have quite a headache today. my fantasy baseball team did rather poorly yesterday and so that was not a nice surprise to wake up to. my kitty is playing with a tiny mouse. she wont kill it, she just bats it around. neither of them seems too serious about the whole thing. the mouse isnt exactly running away in fear. it sort of walks back and forth not knowing what to do. then it will hide under something until gracie grabs its tail for another round of bat the mouse.

my first week of work is over and there is only a 3 day week this week. i get thursday and friday off from work and i get them paid. hahaha, my evil plan is going according to plan. my mom is pissing me off to an amazing degree and im not totally sure why. everything she does or says to me just makes me incredibly frigging annoyed. for example i am currently writing this offline because my mom said she needed to call Bob Holmes to see if my brother needed a ride home so i put several conversations on hold. then she chatted away and it made me absurdly angry. and she pesters me about the truck and i tell her to shut up, which she doesnt enjoy especially since she is driving me to and from work. i get angry when she picks me up because i have to wait outside for 20 minutes while she drives from windsor. im far too angry lately.

well, i had a run in with the police. they said something about not being able to drink unless you are 21, i dunno, i was sort of drunk and therefore not paying much attention. i did however still drop the beer in my hand so they could not arrest me, those stupid bastards. they have a new toy. they can shoot us with paintball guns with pepperspray inside instead of paint. the result is one more reason to hate the police. a kid tried to run into the woods and he was shot at with this shit and it made peoples eyes and throats burn for a 100 foot radius. it was awful. i hate those cocksuckers. ummm, went to several parties, Tori had a party. interesting times, despite the fact that she lives in the middle of nowhere.

wow, i havent written in this in 2 weeks. dont expect entries too often. i work in a warehouse 45 to 50 hours a week and and drinking, eating or sleeping during all of the other hours. lifting boxes is the coolest. i was proclaimed the smartest person in the building today. it made me laugh. stupid warehouse workers. 6 out of 10 full time employees either dropped out or got there GED. but, good pay and no mental difficulty.

yesterday, i spent the early part of the day getting windshield wipers at autozone and then driving around talking to people at tire city and really exciting stuff like that. then lindsay came and we hung out for awhile putting together her pool table. we/i got a little drunk and me adam dave lindsay and kara were supposed to go find some party out on RT. 118 but we couldnt find it so we just came home and played a lil asshole before lindsay drove me home. today is the seniors graduation so atleast there should be a party of some sorts. who knows. i miss people from school, the dynasty, idiots in 5 north, steph, tara, tom, dawn. damn, i gotta get a job next week.

i went to a party last night with a whole bunch of seniors from a school thats not mine and i didnt really like it. there was only one ridiculously frothy keg for many people so me and danny left after being there only a short amount of time. i cant wait to get a job, at least then ill have something to do all day. i just completely cleaned my room, closet, desk, everything, plus i vacuumed and dusted and shit. it was ridiculous. i dont know what im going to do tomorrow. yesterday i started a workout program yesterday and today as expected i am sore as hell. this getting in shape stuff sucks.

BRING BACK SCHOOL, home is boring.

hopefully, im going to be able to get my truck ready to go in a week. i have to replace the front left blinker. hopefully not too much more. i know that it doesnt have any windshield wipers and that will have to remedied before they will inspect it. now, i have only to con someone into driving me out to the local junkyard and see if i can steal some of the stuff i need.

ah yes, just so everyone knows even when im not online, this website still exists, so if you are so inclined to find out what im doing here in good ol' nh you can. idiots.

ryan was ridiculously drunk last night he passed out in dannys car a little while of going to paddocks house. what a drunk fool. hahaha. i sorta wish that i was at school. i miss that foolish place.

well, i arrived home late on friday night and unpacked some of my stuff. most of it however remains in western mass. with my aunt. maybe my dad will bring it back today. i left some sort of important stuff there. last night i got to see some kids i hadnt seen for a very long time. lets see, here is a list and im sure that i will forget some people. i saw: ryan, tristen, bert, adam macallister, jesse, amanda, lindsay, dave, adam wood, jamie, ben, cassie, matt, nate, ervin, justin, asa, nate clark, angela, crystal, jillian, and a bunch of other people that i had seen a little earlier. i got fairly drunk and probably made an ass of myself.

i sold back my physics book for a whopping 32 dollars today after purchasing it for 130. lets see, before the physics final and in fact until about 5 minutes into the final the professors couldnt seem to unlock the door. youd think with at least 6 professors one of them would think to bring the key and unlock the door early. well done physics department. i hate you all. after having just finished my calculus review i have determined that ive done over 6 hours worth of calculus and physics today which is far too much. especially since i really havent started studying for tomorrows final yet. i was able to determine that i am a huge nerd because i was in a significantly better mood after leaving the calc review which means that i must enjoy doing it. thats right, i like math. now, im going to do a bunch of nothing while my brain rests up a little before i assail it with more formulas to be memorized.

ok, so that was the hardest final and test for that matter, that ive ever had to take. im absolutely appalled at both the difficulty and the amount of things that i dont know about physics. i will almost certainly be taking physics 3 next summer. god dammit. that made me depressed for a good portion of the day.

a 3 oclock firedrill was a pleasant thing to wake up to this morning. i will kill whoever did it. today, is depressing. im literally in the worst mood ive been in this year.