i have so many good pictures and i may never post them. some from long, long ago. some from last weekend. you will be blessed if i should rise from my kinetics long enough to scan them and/or take them from computer files. or something. im a little drunk. its difficult to type correctly.

had a party at my moms house on sat. is was pretty good. sorry about abbreviating saturday, i dont know what i was thinking. i realize i could change it easily and quickly, but i wont. anyway, thanks to all the shmoes who came. i wont bother to try and list them all, only a couple kids i havent seen in a while: emerson, cory, swainy. ummm, i dont have much to say honestly. classes are killing me. it is really quite silly how much work i have to do. when i was home i did pick up some old school pictures and i journal i was forced to write in health class in 10th grade. here is an excerpt:

9/23/98

i hate being forced to write in my journal. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this.i hate this. i hate this. i hate health class a lot. im sick, tired, happy, etc. this class drags on very slow. i cant wait until second semester. this class sucks. this class sucks. mrs. chiarella is stupid. i hate her she is annoying.

as you can see, my writing hasnt improved much. and i really liked health class. heres another of my favorites:

1/5/99

i ate 4 cookies and a pack of cheese on cheese crackers. 2 small glasses of water.

i didnt have much to say then either i guess. one more for the road:

9/7/98

i dont feel very good today. this is wicked stupid. i hate school and want it to be attacked by dinosaurs. i wish israeli terrorists would come and just gun down one of every 5 people randomly. maybe 1 out of 4. i feel like im going to die. i dont want to be here. i wish i was drunk off my ass.

how i wasnt reported to the police, i dont know.